I misjudged these forums, and I guess in turn… you.
Every story needs a villain and if that is my role within this community, villainize me.
Some of you reading this think I am a fraud – – others surely think I’m a bad actor writing bad copy. Both and neither are true.
There is no way for me to explain my past. At least none that you are ready to buy into… yet.
I fucked up, did things I regret and hurt people I cared about. This is MY cross to bare.
Soon it will not just be me desperately begging and pleading for help…
I hope when its others you care about, you will know enough then to realize what this all is, and what you have become.
I’m sorry. I’m sorry for everything. I’m sorry I couldn’t right all these fucking wrongs. I’m sorry for what I introduced you to.
This is my end, let this be your new beginning.