A black sheep seeks guidance..

I joined the forum a while back (in April), but strayed from the path to the light after completing my questionnaire, mostly because I thought that being in London meant that I had no realistic chance of ascending in person.. which is still very unlikely.

I completed my questionnaire, but perhaps I did not impress the gatekeeper at the time – although I did get one message about my profile here (from an esther smith, I think?) I foolishly deleted it as spam – that user doesn’t seem to exist anymore, so maybe it was spam!

Much has changed since I strayed from the path – gatekeepers lived and died, secrets revealed, communities formed, friendships and alliances made and shattered.

I now regret my lack of commitment to enlighentment. But since I was foolish, I would appreciate advice from those who made the better choice -would it be still be worth my while to seek ascension remotely, or should I just accept that I missed my chance ?

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