A black sheep seeks guidance..

[hopisParticipant]

I joined the forum a while back (in April), but strayed from the path to the light after completing my questionnaire, mostly because I thought that being in London meant that I had no realistic chance of ascending in person.. which is still very unlikely.

I completed my questionnaire, but perhaps I did not impress the gatekeeper at the time – although I did get one message about my profile here (from an esther smith, I think?) I foolishly deleted it as spam – that user doesn’t seem to exist anymore, so maybe it was spam!

Much has changed since I strayed from the path – gatekeepers lived and died, secrets revealed, communities formed, friendships and alliances made and shattered.

I now regret my lack of commitment to enlighentment. But since I was foolish, I would appreciate advice from those who made the better choice -would it be still be worth my while to seek ascension remotely, or should I just accept that I missed my chance ?

• This topic was modified 8 years, 2 months ago by  hopis. Reason: link to old post added

[Kimberly @ElectricHippoParticipant]

@hopisen2: I’m probably not the right person to ask about seeking ascension. I tend to think that is nothing but a myth, but I digress. We are in a bit of a lull post-Indoctrination and mid-Ascension, but many of us hold out hope that there is much more to come. This would be a good time to get up to speed with all that has happened. Stick around. We’re glad to have you!

[King_WindrexParticipant]

Im in a similar situation. Being new in what seems to be a late stage of the OOA’s project here ive missed out on a lot. Im actually even too late to fill out a questionnaire. So i’m slightly stuck, but I figure my best bet would be to inform myself on all the going ons

[JacksonParticipant]

Same here.

[JamerParticipant]

Me too! I’m pretty lost in all of this but completely fascinated and dying to know more.

[hopisParticipant]

@electrichippo: there certainly has been a lot to get up to speed on- I’m going through the timeline now and trying to keep track of all the gatekeepers is a challenge!

I envy you all – I once found myself immersed -a drowned man, I guess- in a Californian experience, but sadly it now only feels like a dream I lived inside. Make the most of the opportunity while you can…

There was a gatekeeper in California back then too, oddly. I tried to follow his path once. He seemed harmless enough , but I discovered he enjoyed blinding people with his light, was blackmailing a cross-dressing cult acolyte, and when he thought he was alone, I saw him break into a motel room and sniff a young woman’s knickers.

Funny lot, gatekeepers. They clearly have boundary issues.

[PuppetGirlParticipant]

Seek the light! Glory be!

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