Addison called me yesterday, Tuesday Sept 5th

[111_errorParticipant]

Some people know I am currently working in a rather remote area.. Well, yesterday I received a call, but the voicemail only arrived a few hours later.

“Morgan? It’s me, Addison. I just wanted to .. hear your voice. Goodbye.”

She’s crying throughout.

This one hurt. I won’t be there Wednesday, but I will never forget you, Addison Barrow. If there was something, anything, more that I could have done, I would have.

You defined this experience and this journey for a lot of us. I hope by some miracle this was not really goodbye. =*(

[Sean (@TheGilded)Moderator]

It’s getting harder and harder to hold out hope that Addison is going to make it out of this one. As she once said, she knows how this ends and it sounds like it isn’t going to be a happy one.

Thank you for sharing, and for caring about her.

[MelissaModerator]

Ughhhh heartstrings just got tugged. Big time. It’s so hard to see her smile in those recent videos because you just know underneath that mask she’s hurting.

[RustyParticipant]

@111error, my friend. Thank you for sharing this. I am afraid your description shades my conversation with her last night with a darker overtone. I wonder if the fact it was hard to hear portions of my call was leading me astray… I hoped I was hearing excitement mixed with anticipation… but perhaps I am kidding myself. Perhaps it was actually true sadness?

It is interesting that she actually said to you, “It’s me, Addison.” A short time back, she asked me not to use that name for her.

Morgan, she has expressed to you in the past, I believe, that she hoped you still carried faith in her. If she cared enough to call you and utter a “Goodbye,” then she knows you truly cared.

[AmieParticipant]

I hope it isn’t a final goodbye either, though it doesn’t sound good. She said she knew what was coming, that might include this. I can understand why she would want to reach out as herself instead of Gatekeeper2 if something bad is coming. Time will tell.

[Anonymous]

I feel like those of us who are there tomorrow will watch Addison die.

[Pandace88Participant]

Me too but I hope not…

[Grace (bumble)Participant]

I’ll be waiting – (and sobbing)

[PuppetGirlParticipant]

Don’t give up hope. Fat lady hasn’t sung. Pigs are not flying. Keep faith.

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[Pandace88Participant]

This breaks my heart

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