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@electrichippo you’re welcome!!! I enjoyed so much making this, I am truly happy that you liked it ❤️❤️❤️❤️ Love you a lot!! You are now immortalized 😍

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DONE

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Late (as always) but now up to date. I was finally able to finish listening to this episode and even though everyone has pretty much said everything there is to be said, I will also jump in with my thoughts: @mike & @reaton, you have no clue how much yoor podcast meant to me in my *_path*, not only was I able to catch up because of it when I came in, but I was able to get a peek at how someone else was feeling about it. Your insights even though I didn’t always agree with in opinions (…Mike!), were always extremely helpful. I might have not been an important part of this community, but regardless it was a bumpy and enjoyable ride to be in. Living vicariously through you along with others, has been as enjoyable as any of the experiences that I had in this. Russell, you have made me cry a couple of times, we don’t know each other but I have felt for you in every word you have expressed. Mike, thank you for being so welcoming (even as BoS ;D) I truly appreciate it. Now I can’t wait for “The Lust Experience” podcast episodes 😉.

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What we as BoS members had in our hearts was true, regardless of anything that Michelle or anyone that opposed us has said. We all wanted for no one else to get hurt and I guess anyone could say that we failed; both OOA community members and us as BoS have that in common. Neither side was able to help those inside or maybe we just didn’t do enough. It struck me harder than I would have expected. We weren’t given much of a thread to follow to prevent what happened that Sunday and now we have to live with it. It is a very confusing time for everyone, I wonder if I should have been more vocal through Ascension in regards to how I felt if it would have helped at all, I complied to all of their requests, I never resisted, I didn’t try to stir the pot at all. I went inside trying to understand those inside, only to find out the next day that they all had died. Driving back to AZ I watched it all in real time along with you, @addisonborn. I was seeing what you were seeing. OSDM made a fool of all of us, did we really made an impact on this story? Were we really The One that they all feared? Or was OSDM the only who has been truly in fucking control?

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I have been able to listen to just a tiny bit (because, work), but it is giving me all the feels…makes me look back to when it all started for me, and listening to the podcast for the first time and getting sucked into the experience. I don’t want it to end!!!!

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Yessss 😂😂😂

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LMAO!

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Oh my goodness, thanks for sharing. I was so curious as to what happened from other points of view.

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Thank you ❤️ your words mean a lot. I was on the road back home when I watched the periscope. I couldn’t help but cry, first because I wasn’t with the community sharing such an important moment and then of course because of what was inside. I am honored I got invited though, I wish I could have stayed.

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😘❤️

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Hi Hazel, I was one of the active so yes, I did know about the finale, I was invited to it I was also in the BoS meet periscope Saturday.

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Also, the processing lady asked confused where my photo was when she saw my waiver, I explained that Myles camera wasn’t working and that he took it with his cell phone so instead, she proceeded to draw a silly picture of me and said “close enough!” (she even drew some glasses on, I wish I could kept it).

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Dude…I was so happy. Maybe even a bit too happy. So glad I got to go.

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How does our purpose serve her plans? Can you please explain? What do you even think our purpose is?

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Wut?…It still does not make sense to blame us. If you need a scapegoat then go ahead. It won’t be the first time we are wrongly accused. She lifted the veil on the OOA also but you are clearly standing by it too, so…I guess we are in similar positions.

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