This was a concerted effort involving premeditation and intent that was developed and honed over weeks. This was not a spontaneous act of passion. This was the culmination of a twisting of a soul (and I count @kasch also, your hands are not clean). One of US, who has sat with us, drank with us, gone down the same rabbit holes as me, you, him and her has done this and we should be fucking unsettled by it. Yeah, I entertain the thought of murder probably more often than the average bear, but balls has nothing to do with exercising the restraint to, you know, be part of society and find other solutions.
