[NosnevetsParticipant]

I’ve always been in the middle, so maybe my opinion matters less to most of you. I’ve always strove to find and share information so everyone can be well equipped to make their own decision whether the OOA or BOS wanted to share their information, I still tried. I try to see people for their intentions, strengths, and their abilities rather than blanket terming someone as evil for being on the opposite (notice I didn’t say wrong?) side. There were many motivations being thrown around, BOS completely against OOA, BOS for play, BOS but on the side of Addison, OOA can do no wrong, OOA but getting Addy away from MK Ultra or whatever… point being it was never as black and white as people made it seem. I think we need to step back from this cronyism a little bit and look at the situation at hand.

I for one have always been interested in Addison’s plight.Ever since I met her at the mixer and asked: “are you the Addison that has been sending emails?” We all followed her through her “kidnapping” and her “realization?” that she was 2. Our hearts broke when she received the stuffed animal from @reaton. I’m sure the thought that she was young, impressionable, and lost has crossed all of our minds, probably the idea that she had been brainwashed as well. I know I followed her wherever she’d go until she killed 4. That shook me and I only wanted information from then on of what is going on in her mind, what state is she in, and from that maybe a decision about sides depending how I myself may take things.

We still don’t have that. We have no idea where her mind is. Is she… her? Is she brainwashed? Is she in a fragile state behind a new personality… or entity controlling her… This new found persona the “Overseer”… What is it? Could she possibly be D.I.D., is she the new Sybil? Or is this really a new evolution for her? Can I add this entry into my Pokedex? Is this even her final form, or is she basically Eevee where every season she gets 5 more evolutions? The people who have been close enough and spent quite some time with her aren’t sharing that info. They are not spreading her words so others may know and make decisions that may save their lives. So I must find out. Maybe I need to go back through Ascension myself and get a read of her, grill her ask my own questions.

Until then though, I am actually happy @electrichippo is so close to the Overseer. My image of her being brainwashed and vulnerable helps me appreciate that there needs to be someone at her side who is assertive and protective. And the most assertive person on this forum, in my opinion, is Kim. She is very protective of her own and is able to keep her information close when it needs to be.

[NosnevetsParticipant]

So one thing that stuck with me is she said our words have become the gospel. Before we signed that book. Does that mean the forum is The New testament of the Book of Anoch? The Book pt. 2 GK Addison version? I still want to get the original book somehow. I think that would be worth a read.

I’m just glad the forum isn’t written in Thees and Thous.

[NosnevetsParticipant]

It’s a good idea to just follow everyone you see commenting on the periscopes. Mike Gray is periscoping right now. he has it. @kingkill66

[NosnevetsParticipant]

It’s mah face….mah cute cute face that you want to buy tickets for…

[NosnevetsParticipant]

I will also say that I believe Addison is more in control and more self aware then we realize. I believe our image of her as that scared, lost little girl that needs rescuing is somewhat wrong. But that doesn’t mean I’m not afraid for her.

These words.

These words exactly.

That’s the bit I want to know @kasch. We all have our ideas of where her head may be, but I want to hear about it, I want to know. At the same time though I’m realizing if the people I’ve heard say that exact phrase were to speak up… I probably wouldn’t believe them still… I’m starting to realize this is something I need to experience and gauge for myself to find where I lie. I know I’ve questioned @halfbloodfangirl the day after her second, and even more recently tried @electrichippo, and it does make sense that this knowledge would help change some minds and turn some heads, but yes I’m realizing that I probably wouldn’t believe you. this is a go back for yourself and find out type of personal moment here.

[NosnevetsParticipant]

@masterlock Bring me comfort. I wish to learn! I give myself over to fully learn and experience, both last time and the next.

[NosnevetsParticipant]

Did I say @halfbloodfangirl? I meant @coryphella

[NosnevetsParticipant]

It would be wouldn’t it @halfbloodfangirl? It would be super awesome if as a last hurrah they did this. But I can imagine how insane it would be to coordinate. Either way I have to go again for a second. I’ll gather some resources, put some stuff on layaway and get a ticket no matter what. But if you pay my wayyyyyy Michelle… then ummm i’ll go a thirrrrdddd timeee *blinks eyes*

[NosnevetsParticipant]

Is there anything you can tell us? I’m sure we’re all curious @kasch.

I too think everyone needs to go back. I haven’t had a second time but I’m itching to not only for myself but spread the word to as many as possible to have their first, second, ninth, or last visits… It would be amazing…yet probably incredibly impossible to have an OG indoctrination members only Ascension where all of us could go. Sweet though, if not incredibly distracting and joke-filled.

[NosnevetsParticipant]

But in this world of masks, remember it’s ok to have an emotion towards a mask. But just remember that it’s the mask we like/dislike, and not the person beneath.

Why didn’t you say this weeks ago so I could use it as the tagline for my decompression party? The point of it was so we could realize exactly this and all be friends again.

[NosnevetsParticipant]

Always. It’s a community. You’re all fam.

[NosnevetsParticipant]

All valid points, which is why I still would like to read the Book.

[NosnevetsParticipant]

I think I still stand by the pure numbers thing. I would say that the previous gatekeepers all had knowledge that we did not. Thus why they could sort of lord it over us… not that they did or didn’t do that. Now though, we are a collective knowledge working together. More powerful than they because they were hindered by their personalities, where as One can be more… check and balancing. Offering our knowledge and ideas only to be checked with “but what about” as such just happened between the two of you? If knowledge is power and information is key our collective abilities make us like a super quantum computer compared to the full room 5mb computers of NASA’s past.

[NosnevetsParticipant]

I thought the same at the bar last night… A lover, hopeless romantic Addy rather than a childlike innocent Addy? Either way I think she would have flipped like she did and the waiters would get her and bar us just the same.

[NosnevetsParticipant]

I still love you Joe… You’re still cool and such…

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