[DanParticipant]

I truly like Simon. He and Myles are probably the only people I actually like within those walls anymore. Simon, especially. I can’t see how someone’s use of language trumps outright murder. If that was what outraged you…

[DanParticipant]

I must say, Simon is that man. I had a great time with him both visits. Second time, we had a long talk about Scientology and his past experience with them. That was a huge highlight for me. He and I agree that they’re absolute c*nts. Haha

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A very good question to ponder.

Additionally, while it was certainly “my” Sadie who died in a grand display, there was a point in the night before her death where I asked Addison to point to and name all of the handlers. She seemed very confused and with each person she pointed to she said, “That’s Sadie. And that’s Sadie…” And so forth.

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This is not a movie and we do not wear masks. The line is long. But who in line is willing to act?

No Mercy.
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Yeah, I’m not sure she’s roommate Sadie. When Addison first confronted me about my reason for being back, I said for her old roommate. She seemed to acknowledge that but also said to say her name. Whether she is that Sadie or not is irrelevant to me. I made a connection with the person, not the name.

[DanParticipant]

In the UK, that word is used more as a general insult for someone who’s an idiot or jerk. US, totally different.

[DanParticipant]

OSA without a doubt!

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Spot on, @blacklotustriad. I was going to compare him to Marty but wasn’t sure others would get the reference. The real COB may be lurking in the shadows.

[DanParticipant]

My quest is for answers at this point. Surely, Samson appears to be a sort of parallel to a David Miscavige type. I agree that he simply desires power and is the one that must be brought down. But let’s look at it from that perspective. A cult can only remain profitable so long as the illusion is maintained.

If we’re talking about the same Trin that I spent some time with during my second visit, then forgive me, but I believe that a well known plant truly ascended about as much as I believe that I’m a billion year old thetan and LRH will someday return to us.

In a cult, the grandest illusions are reserved for the most loyal followers. This is probably why my night ended in tragedy rather than enlightenment.

[DanParticipant]

@electrichippo As Bruce Lee and Blondie pointed out, anger blinds. The look in Addison’s eyes during the moment in question fed a rage I hadn’t felt in a very long time. I’ve had some time to clear my head. I’m well aware of the helmet. I remember moments of kindness and vulnerability prior to what happened. Moments of memory loss as well. The perpetrator is clear. Thank you for bearing with me as I processed everything.

And I echo your final statement.

[DanParticipant]

Thank you for the advice, @kasch.

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The puppetmasters certainly are to blame. They are certainly painted with a bullseye. Perhaps my rage blinds me, but Overseer seemed to take great joy in forcing me to watch her die.

[DanParticipant]

I never participated with Anonymous. I preferred to remain somewhat “underground” though if we have met through other venues, I once went by the name SOB.

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Hello.

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Big gulps, huh?

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