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Good luck Buz. You as well gk3.

[CodyParticipant]

Bahahahaha. Awesome!
Now there is a great example of teamwork.
Anarchistos!

[CodyParticipant]

so @lukasrl and @nosnevets, it seems as though we are being pushed here.
There are many whom are lurking below the radar undecided.
I myself am still undecided. My main points are that Addison could have been making an individual choice by taking 4’s life. We have no confirmation of the OOA controlling or ordering Addison to do so.
The BOS… to me, honestly does not seem much better.
I am not seeing anywhere I wish to swear. 👀 Not yet anyway.
MY biggest take on all of that is that there are good and bad people everywhere. It all comes down to individual choice. Our paths are ours, good or bad.
I choose to remain on the fence. I’ll need a better push I guess. Lukas says The Wild Stallion’s! , Derek says Anarchist Voyeurs , I’m all about , The Lone Rangers!
“If it’s to loud, your to old!”
OR if you remember that… you may be to old as well. hah.
Hahaha.
I am totally with this line of thinking man!
Anarchy! lol.
So @mike mentioned a revolution… hah.

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I am glad your ok Kim!

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Sorry for the constant blowing while I was watching the video. I was getting swarmed by mosquitos and was trying to blow them away. hahaha hah.
It sure seemed to add tension for the viewer’s though. lol.
I wonder if this was Addison acting of her own free will, or that she was instructed to kill 4?

[CodyParticipant]

https://youtu.be/i_fwLBVtlKs

Ok Its up!!
watch and be mortified!
lets discuss this shit!

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How is expressing individual perspective,”trying to control a false narrative”?
I thought there were, “No wrong choices” and that we were to speak our minds. Also that if we were to stop speaking our minds we “are compromised”.
This experience, at first, encouraged us to think outside the box. Now it seems we are being forced into one of two boxes.
This is primarily done by other participants.
If we truly “are the experience” and we are “creating the experience”, then why on earth should we be forced to conform to any ideals at all?
Step outside your box so we can place you into another.
This does not feel like “enlightenment” to me at all.
I too feel as though I have lost my _path.

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I understand your perspective Sean.. I may not agree with it but I do understand.
I find it funny how you feel that those on the fence are so horrible, or that they should be punished.
When I first joined Tension, it was taboo to communicate with the BOS. Those who did so, were warned of being banned from tension. I had no desire to have that happen.
This seems to have changed now. Perhaps since Aleister invited Kim and Rizzo back, I am not to sure.
I myself personally have reached out publicly to agents of the BOS in hopes of gaining a better understanding. These interactions were fruitless.
All whom have sworn allegiances to the BOS have had no informations to offer to anyone. No one has received information from them except Kimberly it seems, and more recently Buz.
She can not share the details and neither can he.

I thank you for the criticism as it has spurred me to look further for answers.

I have always been one who wishes for unity and reparation between the voids that divide us all from the realization that we are connected beings. (my personal take on life)
I have been unsure as to the nature of the OOA… also as to the nature of the BOS.  The show Carnivale came to mind somewhat. Darkness disguised as light and light disguised as darkness.
As you yourself have mentioned, there is not true clarity as of this point.. there is only enough to gain a slight understanding of either side.
You would condemn those on the fence to “be stoned”, and yet here you are, lost yourself. Perhaps we should start nailing each other to crosses as well?  hah.
You claim that it is foolish to not choose a side and yet it seems as though many who have are in limbo once again, including yourself.
I would put it forward that it was foolish to choose a side as you now are left sitting on the fence yourself.

Sure there it may be viewed as courageous to choose a side, it can also be viewed as foolish, depending on the scope of your perspective. 
Remember, “there are no wrong choices” and we are all walking our own _paths.
I would say it would be more courageous to recognize that there is good and also negative aspects to both sides.(as far as I have been able to deduce thus far).
You Sean, as a devout follower to be lost is quite profound.

It appears there may be a third fork in the road that emerges, one that has potential to bridge the divide between the two sides. I find this to be more in tune with my personal perspectives.

If there is a deeper lesson to be learned, I am always ready to face it with an open mind.
I do not think I am now, nor will I be, readily able to swear an oath to either side.
This would potentially negate possibility.

I choose to stand by good and decent individuals.  I believe there to be these on all sides. There is good and bad everywhere. In the end it comes down to personal choice/s.
I believe that negativity and greed has ruled or maintained prominent influence for to long. I also feel that the uniting of positive individuals and the combined examples and acts done out of love, can change the predominant influences in the world.
My side is positivity.

I am “soul searching” as well. My soul speaks of greater things than black or white or sides.
I feel everything and everyone is connected.
I have a habit of seeing the good in everyone.
Many times I have been told this is a weakness.
I feel it is a great strength. We all have these aspects within us all.
I feel I is better to recognize the positive sides so that they may flourish.

Once again , your words have inspired me to dig deeper. Thank you for that.

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Dig this meme!
hahaha. Merica fa sho! lol.
It not just Merica though, we suffer the same issues in Canada as well. Seems to be a running theme in any and all of the fiat financed nations.
Not many countries left sitting on the fence on that one eh boys? haha.

[CodyParticipant]

Damn. If I had thought of that I would have said it for sure when I had the opportunity as well.
I wonder what the response would have been. Shit!

[CodyParticipant]

I have been wondering about her absence as well.
I am sure that no.participants would be killed off.
That may have detrimentaly negative affects to the whole trying to get more followers bit.
I hope that she is just keeping to herself for now.
She may just be a little traumatized by what she witnessed first hand.

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http://imgur.com/gallery/aJBAaL9
Truth bombs to the end.
A MEGA ONE. “Live in the moment”.
RIP indeed.
Sorry you won’t be getting that dance Mike. 🙁

[CodyParticipant]

I guess that tag is not a thing yet. “@gatekeeper2”

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Need help.. Seriously bro.. there’s not much anyone can do.
Everyone saw it the same as me.. in a video.
I just happened to be sitting with the murderous new @gatekeeper2… and had earplugs in with 4’s blood on it. 😐

Many people were emotionally invested in 4 or the “charachter 4”.. as @amieexists call would support.

Let’s not forget that this is “performance art”. The lines can blur indeed, but more important is what can be gained by the blurring. (some cryptic shit just for you Morgan 😉 maybe I should delete it? hah)
That was a scetchy experience… not going to lie. I didn’t know what to think.
Addison was definitely making me a little nervous while I was watching the video. She couldnt stop moving it seemed. Maybe she got into that white powder before rolling out to meet me. hah.

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Yeah, I was thinking the same thing.
I was shocked… I laugh when I get yelled at I laugh when I’m uncomfortable, I laugh at all the wrong things.. Part of me didn’t believe what I just watched.
I mean IF THAT WAS REAL…. I had/HAVE gatekeeper4 blood in my ear!
Time to go shower… *shudders*.. I would much rather have received a book or something.

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