[Iris HalliwellParticipant]

Dear III,
Happy to see you’ve finally woken up from your comatose state.
Why are you watching Geico commercials? Are you not a Netflix kind of guy?
To answer some of your questions:
“What matters in your world?”-Things that have very little consequence to me.
Love matters to me. Time matters to me. Those are the most precious “things” this world has to offer, because they are, without a doubt and in spite of what you may have heard, priceless.
“Why do I desire to never have an end?”-Because everyone I know is f*cking terrified of oblivion. It’s human nature.
“Does III desire permanence?”-We all desire permanence of some kind. Anyone who tells you otherwise is a God damn liar. Existentialism 101.
“Why do they still cry when I end them?”-Perhaps because, predestined or not, they weren’t finished doing everything they felt they wanted to do while they were alive.
I’m going to have to agree with @mike here and say your poop reference made me chuckle. I could go into a whole Freudian explanation on why that is but instead I’ll just recommend his writings on psychosexual stages. Fascinating but a wee bit graphic for this forum.
I appreciate that you reached out and responded to @mumumusings. Shows that you care more than you’re willing to admit. It’s good advice to be patient and not force it. I told someone else the same thing not long ago.
Also “You have an attractiveness about the quality of your facial parts”-Clearly you are as socially awkward as I am and I find it completely irresistible.
I must admit you and I have the same taste in food. Macaroni and cheese is my absolute FAVORITE food in the entire world. Except I’m a cold leftover Kraft kind of girl myself. But I’d share a bowl with you any day. You seem God damn delightful sir.
*Footnotes:
@addisonborn -Are you a big believer in random capitalization? I once read a quote “The rules of capitalization are so unfair to letters in the middle.”
@ununpentium -If you think you eat Kraft more than me, I challenge you to a duel sir!
@mumumusings -If you ever want to talk I am here. Seriously.
@coryphella -“Do you like cats?”-Girl after my own heart over here.
@111error -“Punctuality”-Your sense of humor never ceases to be right up my alley. I’m glad I’m not the only grammar freak on here.

[Iris HalliwellParticipant]

Perhaps we could also start collecting our missing persons into a section? Since a bunch of them seem to all simply disappear altogether? Where do they go?
Inquiring minds wish to know.

[Iris HalliwellParticipant]

Until I see the two of them in a room, or know for fact that they are two separate people based on evidence, I will continue to believe it is entirely possible/even probable that Aleister Gordon and III are one and the same.

[Iris HalliwellParticipant]

Nice to meet you @crelegant I know it looks a bit daunting, but it’s also *really* fun. Feel free to reach out if you have any questions.

[Iris HalliwellParticipant]

Oooooooh III….Won’t you wake up and come play with us? Or at least say hello? Please?

[Iris HalliwellParticipant]

I ran home to catch up/post in Tension today like a little girl running home to check the mailbox (You guys remember when we used to get MAIL? Good times). Thank you so much for your responses @puppetgirl and @kasch. And your compliment made my whole day @mumumusings 😀 I see we have new members and a ton of new posts since last night so I will be here reading for a while. I also think I will join @electrichippo ‘s quest in poking the sleeping III bear. Though I may not have the protection she apparently does, and I don’t necessarily expect him to be IV, he needs to be more communicative than this for heaven’s sake. I’ve seen turtles that were more expressive than this man.

[Iris HalliwellParticipant]

“They have people everywhere, watching everything we do.”
How very voyeuristic of them. I hope they enjoy the show.

[Iris HalliwellParticipant]

If anything @thegilded is one of the least likely to be in danger. He’s all the way in San Diego folks. If you’re going by the OOA pattern, the next person in physical peril is going to be identified publicly via some form of social media, and they’re going to be local to LA, where the OOA are.

[Iris HalliwellParticipant]

Oh my Gods @monkeymuffin333 “The grim satisfaction of making your enemies bleed and the recognition in their faces when they realize you have set in motion the machine of their suffering when the foolhardily took advantage of you for the last time” was just the best toss in for that list ever. I don’t know why Julie Andrews never added it to that song about her favorite things. You’re awesome 😛

[Iris HalliwellParticipant]

Doesn’t abide himself to rules, schedules, or mercy?
Mmm I think III is kind of kinky…

[Iris HalliwellParticipant]

@111error “Bagels” I could not stop laughing.

[Iris HalliwellParticipant]

@rizzzoooooo I am so down

[Iris HalliwellParticipant]

Hey @halfbloodfangirl,
I’m sorry it took me so long to get back to you. I just finished working a thirteen hour day, so ridiculous. Holy guacamole I WISH I had more free time to keep up with this stuff, or had the type of job where I could look at the forums (other than e-mail notifications) during business hours because man oh man the things I would accomplish. I TOTALLY understand what you mean. During the past few months, there were plenty of times where I nearly threw up my hands and said “I’m done” to the whole thing because it seemed so overwhelming trying to balance it with everything else. But thanks to some encouragement from two very wonderful men on this site, I stuck it out and put myself out there. And I really have to say that I am so glad that I did. I won’t go into detail on here about what I have been through in my life, but I will say that I would be blown away if Tension could ever do anything to truly psychologically fuck me up that I haven’t already done to myself with twice the cruelty. I definitely have my share of demons; as humans don’t we all? Learning how to be okay with being myself around others has been incredibly challenging, and Tension is helping me do that. Honestly everyone on here is teaching me how to do that. I have always known who I am and what I want, this has never been my issue. But I have not known how to be myself with others, I have not known that kind of trust for a very very long time. Maybe that is what I’m supposed to learn here; maybe on some level that’s what enlightenment is for me right now. So at the end of the day, even when there seems like a lot to catch up on, or there is drama in the forums, I believe the rewards outweigh the costs.
My apologies, I just went off on a super unnecessarily deep tangent there. You see what exhaustion mixed with too much caffeine does to you folks? They should put warning labels on the God damn Red Bull.
Anyway, @puppetgirl I would LOVE to do a summary post. I am a freak with memory and details, and if I was nominated to do so, I would absolutely volunteer my time and efforts to make everyone feel like they could continue on their journey.

[Iris HalliwellParticipant]

Didn’t @electrichippo make some comment to III about how he “IS the chaos”? Maybe this is what she meant? Maybe he’s not actually ever sleeping. Maybe he’s just in his other form.

[Iris HalliwellParticipant]

@endlesspictures Yes I can see that. Not so sure that’s a good thing. Seems TENSIONs are running quite high. Everyone needs to take a breath. We’re not going to get anywhere by turning on each other.

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