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Here’s a thought, we could reserve a party room at like a pizza place or a bowling alley, decorate it for a kid’s party and just all show up in black and stand around quietly being creepy.

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Me and @prufrock5150 are down for the 26th and in July!

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😂😂😂😂😂

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I am writhing in delight and ravenous…. Because it’s lunch time.

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It seems to me that Addison and GK4 most likely absconded together. Given the confirmation (I think?) we had that neither BoS or OOA knew where Addison went, plus her last Periscope confirming her to be with Four, plus GK4’s parting letter which was clearly not OOA sanctioned and clearly meant for us to have. Clearly. It is painting a picture of two Goddess aspects (Kali and the Maiden?) on the run from the structuralized (masculine?) system that sought to harness them. I am happy she sounded happy and I like to think of GK4 out there charming the hell outta folks and breaking them with her wisdom.

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What matters in my world? Money, deadlines, making others feel bad to make yourself look/feel better. What matters to me? Being myself, nurturing my soul, being an example of a good human, justice, art, music, friends, love, kittens, weird things, dead things, weird dead things, mystery, magic, spankings, naps, sweetened condensed milk, laughter, the grim satisfaction of making your enemies bleed and the recognition in their faces when they realize you have set in motion the machine of their suffering when the foolhardily took advantage of you for the last time, milky tea, movies that make me cry, creating things when I’m inspired, falling asleep holding Tom’s hand, going to cemeteries and beaches and watching Adventure Time.

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I like III so much more now. What was an anonymous crush has blossomed into real affection. He is merciless, driven, curious, caring and loves naps. He is like a cosmic murder cat.

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I’ll volunteer.

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👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼 Get it girl!

[Susie JParticipant]

June mixer, July potluck! I’ll bring the sausage dip!

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Praise the Oracles for all this eye candy and dinner at Slater’s 50/50. Today is a good day.

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If the calendar is out the door, no orientation? I wanted us all to get together and have popcorn and marshmallows. 😢

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*grabs popcorn*

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Can you at least wear a fedora and do some shifty eye action?

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Good evening! I am no stranger to the cloying influence of depression. I have a predisposition to low self-esteem and at it’s worst, self-destructive behavior. I have learned that talking it out with people you trust helps even though it feels like a hassle and that you are just spreading your burden onto others. Depression lies to you in this way and isolates you so that lying voice is the only one you hear.

III’s words of advice on this matter are very good ones and whatsver else, there is a community here of battered, bruised, broken, lovable, wonderful people that want you to have dreams and goals and happiness. We are no strangers to the dark side of human nature and by virtue of our collective interests we do not shrink away from much. I hope your circumstances improve and just know that I think you are nice and I like reading what you have to say every day. You are insightful and curious and kind. So…. Yeah your Brothers and Sisters are here for you. ^_^

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