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TURN YOUR MALWARE INTO PALWARE!!… with a simple switch in perspective… it dosent seem so bad. hah.

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I have a feeling he will be back…. or that we havent seen the last of him anyway.
funny.. I remember jumping into his farewell post when I first started bieng active in the forum. I had no clue what ANY of you were talking about. I never had a chance to have a dialouge with him. As I came, he departed and once i realized the importance of his words, I was stuck with only the faint eccho of the intent behind them.

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hehehe. 😉

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I saw it all right from the beginning… flashes in my mind.. the ideals I so cherish… The solution is THE SOLUTION.

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I guarantee that the posts I made challanging the OOA will not be deleted… they will stand testement for those whom are doubting their _path.
I didnt appologize for the questions I asked.. that is assumption. I appologized because If I had, had the courage to believe what I know to be truth … I never would have acted that way.
Funny how different people react differently and need different stimuli to see what they already know. We are as unique as snowflakes and equally as beautiful… are we not?
We all feel tension… it’s all around us in our everyday lives. I feel tension when I’m broke, when me and the misses fight etc etc. The only way to elevate tension is to explore different perspectives.
If you mean the tension associated with the path.. then no.. I no longer feel tension. Confidence is the result of Believing. Believing in what? what are the lessons.. WHAT ARE THE TRUTHS.. blah blah blah. I know… Trust me I KNOW. (Maybe everyone does not see things the way you do cody)True so I will say this.
LOOK AT EVERYTHING, READ, LISTEN TO YOUR INTUITION.
To say it another way..
Take everything you have been exposed to in tension, ball it all up in your mind and throw it at a white wall… ADMIRE ALL THAT IS TENSION. The tapestry is a puzzle for you in your mind.
Hints: “bringing light to darkness”
What is the constant?
What are the undertones?
“conspiracy” “society” “darkness”
What does light= ?
👹=😇 🏳=8
“the first rule of fight Club is!!?”
perhaps this should have been a pm.
If so, those who watch will rectify it.

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balance

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I have been called… twice. Shortly after posting this and then editing this post. It was atticus.. doing his creepy voice. haha. He Says this Is a REVELATION….and that it took me a while. I see light…. I do not recall the last time I she’d a tear.. But I she’d many a tear of joy after verification of this Revelation.
Glory be!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Thank you! *literal tears of joy*

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The tile of this thread has a whole new meaning to me now.
Funny is it not…. how the evolution of ones path has many turning points where upon growth your entire perspective can change and suddenly nothing that you once knew can be looked upon through the same lense again.
Kind of like the evolution of the page and even the forums. (especially recent activity)
I it’s like it’s designed to mimic the growth and development of our very psyches and minds. As revealed by the new “before we begin” thread, this is in fact a paranoia based experience that utilizes our psychological profiles to create an experience that is made to engage us on a deeper level. (See link in thread “Human systems tension” for aplication of tension for growth and motivation when applied in the proper manner) There is obviously more to the experience like the murder mystery and the love story and the feud with Mark and the B.O.S, live events, puzzle solving etc. I just find the psychological aspect of the experience to be a really intriguing one. Perhaps this is an experience whereby, collecting enough data on the participants, the Institute is able to form experiences based on our psychological triggers, that are actually able to guide a certain… hmm what’s the word… change, that can foster growth and enlightenment into existence for those whom are devoted to their _path(entering more psychological data/activity, “you only get out what you put in”). A formula for spiritual Ascension if you will.
The is all theory of course , as that is all we can do while the clock winds to reveal more information.
I had this thought while reviewing the forums and seeing how much has been edited and changed. It’s interesting how some of us saw things that others did not have the chance to and how now those little bits of reality only exist in the minds of those whom observed them. History has been rewritten. Is this a bad thing? That would be like asking if it’s a bad thing that all of our _paths are different. I do not believe so. I see a cleansing so that the newer participants _paths will not be clouded by the confusion that is the records of the first few cycles of participants combined _paths.
The page is changing as am I, as are we, as is Tension.

“You are the tension experience”
Maybe we will all get to see our files later on. what an exciting prospect. hehehe.
@111error your words resound in my mind at this moment and I apologize. To you and to @gatekeeper4 as well.

I thought perhaps I would share the Philisophical thoughts I was having after the “Tension” I experienced the night before last and the morning after.
Perhaps it is just the rantings of a lunatic… you be the judge.
Remember folks.. the ripples we cause affect the experience,direct the experience, and enevitably… accept the experience. Well for me at least anyway. hahaha.
I hope this message will serve to help keep those on their _path devoted and true and likewise, be inspiration for those that hide to step forward into the light and join us on this.. journey.
There is a big chunk of my in-sight for now. The rest to be revealed upon further evolution.
In lux et veritas.

• This reply was modified 8 years, 7 months ago by  Cody.

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I wonder if anyone reported me after my line of questioning and statements the other day.. you too @endlesspictures. bahaha.

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I do not feel I deserve anything. I do not wish anyone to cater to me. I do not wish to manipulate anything and I most certainly do not wish to seem self entitled. Forgive me if this was how I have come across. I feel as though I have been exceptionally honest throughout this entire experience.
My wish was only to convey the thoughts left unspoken and to be honest even at the peril of my own _path. A “sacrafice” if you will, born of love for everyone in the persuit of truth.
I shared my thoughts, perspectives, and plain fact as I see them to be and was calling for others perspectives. We were encouraged to build community and now, in times of great tribulation, I figured it was a good time to turn to the community to share ideas and attempt to decern truth. Many perspectives is one of the benifits of community. The community remains silent.
I have not, nor will I ever, conspire in back rooms. “The OOA SEES ALL” This would be a foolhardy mistake.
I usually speak my mind, even if it at my own peril. If ever there was a conspiracy known by me, it was the ones which work towards mankinds enslavement.

Once again I say that I do not feel I am a detractor, from what I know of the OOA’s definition of the word, I can not possibly be. I havent been BH’d , and that in itself speaks volumes.
Not many wish to wither alone in the darkness. I certainly do not wish to.
I have faith in light and am Loyal to the OOA. Even if I end up not being OOA material, I will be satisfied in knowing that I followed my gut and followed what I see as truth and brought light to subjects that I saw as shrouded in darkness, and felt needed to be said. As of this point it seems to be white noise all around.

The OOA desent owe me anything…
I came here in search.. If I do not find anything.. at least I tried and did not give up!

Campfire songs! Did you bring the parachute pants? lol.
I shall sing along sing along.

_j <~~ thats my name 2.

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hmmm

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50 miles bahahahahahahaha
There is NO limit to great and NO distance to far.

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Hah

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I come from Canada, people say im slow..eh. hah. I felt this much earlier on… my intuition and internal compass was SCREAMING at me. I guess it just took a little Tension and tough love to set me on my true _path and to give me the in-site to believe what I was feeling. Thank you all for your work. The world desperatly need this.
I know your lessons… I see your enlightenment.
Glory be!

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