Wow. Funny how having a different perspective can change things.
I know from personal experience that
being an “activist”, A “conspiracy” “theorist”, a “truther”, “awake” or whatever you want to call it, has quite the detrimental psychological effect on an individual. It’s a Rollercoaster ride of having, then losing and again regaining faith and hope in humanity. It’s a repetitive loop of sorts. The BURDEN is a heavy one when your alone.
With knowledge comes a price.
I believe knowledge also corrupts to some degree if you do not have the right mindset or cannot learn the lessons needed at critical junctures.
If you look at prominent intellectual figures of the past, they themselves have went through may of these same thoughts. The cape of the black sheep is a heavy burden to wear at times.
I myself become depressed at points because of the knowledge I have learned throughout life and feel helpless to do anything about it as a result of the ignorance or blindness of my fellow man.
Knowing this planet could be a utopia if not for the fear that holds us all back in life from living true.
There’s a lot to contend with when trying to spread the light.
Chemically sedated and pasified minds.
indoctrination and societal brainwashing, to mention only a few of the methods employed to keep us in darkness.
Now lets apply this to III, last counted, only remaining gatekeeper (who was not yet ready), ALONE, no one there to relate to as the structure graph clearly shows. He is supposed to teach and guide us.. are we like the pasified masses to him?
Wen the rollercoaster is on a down swing, it SUCKS. Then again there is always much to learn in these times.
For me, Something always snapos me out of it… I become inspired once more.
Reevitalized and refreshed once again. Tension has been a light in my darkness.
Perhaps he just needs to be inspired!
Medicate… this is always an option, I myself prefer NATURAL remedy.
Take proxac and your just sedating yourself. Does this help? Sure temporarily.
Take it to much and you can loose who you truly are FOREVER. That shit changes your brain. depletes dopamine and such. Effects these brain centers permanently and irreparably.
What has he asked of us? Are we letting him down in some way? Perhaps more will be made clear with the winding of the clock.
Great thread @mike!
III, Help us to see. Guide us through the fog and be inspired by the awakening that continues in us all.
I too could sleep 14 hrs a day if I was able. Kids and work pretty much scrapped that shit for me haha.
As Mike said.. How can we help if this is the case? Do you feel alone?
Cody.