[MichelleParticipant]

You have no idea! Well, you do but I’m holding onto something that I can’t fucking share and want to!!!!

[MichelleParticipant]

I believe the questionnaire was for those of us who were participants in the beginning. They aren’t using it in the show for the majority of participants.

[MichelleParticipant]

@reaton I went through Ascension last night again. I won’t give any spoilers obviously. I went through with Jake O (not intentional by the way). We were given such a mindblowing experience. Both of us were speechless by the end. Lines of reality were definitely blurred for us. They broke the 4th wall but didn’t break the 4th wall. I have no words for what we went through. Every room was a completely different experience! Different narrative.

They even had lost my car keys and still the 4th wall wasn’t broken as I was told by security it was to keep me there.

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[MichelleParticipant]

Great job, Addison.

[MichelleParticipant]

@mkarrett You know those moments when your mouth falls open because it was so just so cool… Yep, you caused one! Awesome! All of it makes sense.

[MichelleParticipant]

@daela Have we found a way to keep the forums alive!?! 😉

I suck at puzzles as @mkarrett knows but since I’m missing Tension so much already I’ll allow myself to be dragged further down the rabbit hole and help look into these. Practice makes perfect, right? Then, I’ll be ready for round 2.

[MichelleParticipant]

@thegilded That makes me terribly paranoid 😉 Considering that I have a Twitter account that is rather, um, erotic to put it mildly… which of course I followed Tension on and a few of the haunt blogger accounts. Yeah… not the smartest thing to do if wanting anonymity but then Tension knows… they always know.

[MichelleParticipant]

“You’re all delusional.” Addison’s words. That right there…. I don’t believe we’re all the one. I think that there’s something that the OOA is hiding. Yet why are people buying it?

I agree with you @summoningdark. I don’t believe the “your words are the gospel now” … “we’re all the one”… let’s all come in for a group hug now and here are some snacks too display. Clearly, the real Addison was brought out of her brainwashing by @reaton‘s actions. She was sending us a warning. She was screaming we are all delusional. About what? The OOA? The words of Anoch?

[MichelleParticipant]

Wishing I could have been there. It was a horrible, chaotic day for me and then Chosen email went unnoticed until it was too late. Apparently a few of us had issues with receiving our emails – damn junk folder. But, I am grateful that it was Periscoped. Thank you, Tension.

Watching it in real time, I felt for you guy being hooded during what was being played. My god, a brain washing in progress? 😉

Two thoughts:

1. We are all The One. We that happened it was one of those major eye roll moments for me. A total “Lame” moment popped in my head because I am so not one for the “let’s gather around the campfire and sing our campfire song” kumbaya moment. Not for this anyways. Not so close to Ascension. I even said to Joe privately while you guys were snacking that this couldn’t be it, something was going to happen. The whole “we’re all the one” is a way to pull everyone in and make us feel safe and have this sense of belonging and togetherness. No sides, no factions, no arguing. With those eliminated, watching you guys, the walls come down and everyone’s guard is down. Long live the OOA… insert your propaganda tagline here.

2. @reaton. My heart goes out to you. I know that you are feeling distraught and have immense concern for Addison. I can’t imagine what you are going through right now. Your care for her and your loyalty to her has never faltered. Watching what happened, my heart broke. I know that your intentions were pure and by no means did you ever intend for harm to come to her. I am scared for her and worried that she will suffer another brainwashing or worse fate. What happened isn’t good. We all know that. I hope @reaton that you meet Addison again under hopeful and positive circumstances. I hope we all do.

My guess is that we will not know what happened to Addison until Ascension. My guess is that the OOA and Tension are now going to go dark AF because the big show is about to happen.

I’m not sure if this is the place for this last comment. @thegilded and @mkarrett perhaps you could help with this. Ascension begins this weekend and there are quite a few of us who were unable to secure a spot for this sold out weekend. Is is possible to create two different threads for Ascension? One that is Spoiler Free and one that is clearly labeled SPOILERS. I know that I would like to enter Ascension without any knowledge of what others experienced. I’m sure there are others who share the same sentiment. But, I also am aware that there are people who are unable to attend and want to know the details and live vicariously through those who attended. Who knows, maybe Tension will put a gag order on all us if we’re to sign a wavier. lol

[MichelleParticipant]

Actually was chosen but the email went to junk and then the address went to actual email. There’s no way I can make it in 45 minutes as my time in 6:05. So bummed right now.

[MichelleParticipant]

I’m not sure how you were chosen but I guess I wasn’t. Interesting.

[MichelleParticipant]

@kasch I’m so excited for you. It was the most epic experience I’ve had. My life has been touched in way I’m unable to share right now. The magnitude though that they’ve gone through…

In Morgan’s words, you’re fucked. 😉 Bwahahaha

But it can’t all be that bad when I’m now trying to fit in a third time. Oh wait… That’s right, I’m a bit of a masochist. 😈

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[MichelleParticipant]

Hmmm. I would try reaching out to them through FB messenger or on one of their posts.

[MichelleParticipant]

@letitrain I’m sure there won’t be an issue with all of us coming forward and discussing some of our experiences once Ascension has concluded. I’d be happy to discuss anything with you privately if you message me. In an experience such as Ascension, I think spoilers are extremely detrimental to it.

[MichelleParticipant]

@mkarrett I totally understand and agree with you. When I posted that, the activity feed didn’t come to mind. Thank you for pointing it out. I suppose I will have to stay away until after the 17th if no gag order is ordered. I trust everyone who’s been involved up to this point to understand the importance of spoilers for those who attend later. But, I will certainly play it safe and, most likely, avoid the boards until next Saturday night.

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