[MichelleParticipant]

I’m concerned for Julie. They took her prints. Does that mean a framing? They took an impression!

[MichelleParticipant]

Best Community party OOA hijack? Derek’s house when the OOA showed up or was it the free drinks at the Wurstküche Restaurant that sent us into a state of paranoia we were being watched or after the donut mixer when phones were blowing up with No Caller ID calls.

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[MichelleParticipant]

@bcbishop sent me a transcription because part of it cut out for me. This part concerns me.

Some of you have been with us since the very beginning, long before I took power. And those few of you will continue the story long after I’m gone.

😔 Wrecked like @rizzo.

[MichelleParticipant]

Is it possible we will meet Michelle on Sunday? I think we are going to come into contact with the higher ups for sure. Doesn’t look good for Samson or Addison. Are we going to witness Addison being broken again instead of sacrificed? Samson is under Michelle? Michelle is under the clockmakers? Samson assures that everything will be taken care of… goodness what are we going to witness and be a part of on Sunday!?!

[MichelleParticipant]

@mike… always providing the best words of wisdom. You will always be our scribe.

@hazelcloud This isn’t a moment at all about censorship. Like @mike, I can appreciate your tenacity for wanting information being only a week or two in this. No one is trying to “censor” you. You’re right, everyone does deserve to be heard. However, this thread is incredible sensitive. Mike wasn’t joking when he said it escalated quickly and went OOG. Many of us were ready to leave over this incident. It was an ugly and dark time. There were a lot of tears shed, a lot of anger spread. I know I for one almost lost a friendship over this and only recently was able to mend the hurt feelings between me and the other participant.

The danger lies in commenting as if it’s occurring in real time not realizing the magnitude of hurt and anger this thread caused. As a community we moved on. We healed. It took a long time for me to let go of the anger I felt over it. There is a way to comment and ask questions without dredging up the hurt but the comment to Max about not being very nice… it seems to me to be unnecessary since this was months ago. It feels like poking the beehive to create drama. @coryphella said something not because of a feeling of entitlement but because she was at the center of it with Max and felt completely beat up on.

I’m not sure how many new members are being turned away because of the “alums” treatment of them. I believe we are a very welcoming community. I’ve gotten to know a lot of the newer members personally and have hung out with some of them. We truly are a community. You managed to attend two out of game events yet we aren’t welcoming? We could leave our events off the boards and shut out everyone who wasn’t part of Indoctrination but we don’t. Again, I may be clueless as to what new members are saying but I’ve not seen any complaints. I’ve also not seen any “alums” being hostile towards any new participants. We’ve taken a lot of care in building this community and, I’d say, we are extremely protective and proud of it.

[MichelleParticipant]

I’m sorry. I’m super confused. Who are you talking to? The people here on the boards are here because they have somehow become involved in Tension whether that be going through the experience or about to. This post seems like preaching to the wrong crowd especially in regards to this thread. Who’s the skeptic in this thread because you were the one who created it? The place to be posting something like this would be FB, IG, Twitter, a blog, etc. where you might be able to catch the eye of someone completely unaware of Tension.

[MichelleParticipant]

@hazelcloud The Periscope was by invitation which we received through an email earlier this week. We all were actually on a gag order not to speak about it until yesterday. I was surprised @thecreator gave us permission to talk about it.

[MichelleParticipant]

@mkarrett All the feels in this. We’ve created a nice little family. x

[MichelleParticipant]

@electrichippo My concern right now is only for @masterlock. I know we will all share her story when she is gone. It’s the “gone” part that is weighing on me tonight. I don’t want to think that way. I pray I am wrong but the odds are not in her favor of seeing her dream come true of a happily ever after. She’s come a long way from being the meek girl from Ohio with stars in her eyes. I grew to respect @masterlock. I don’t want any harm to come to her even if by her own volition. I’m not sure anything can prepare us for Sunday night. I’m frightened to enter the walls of the OOA this time. We’ve not seen eye to eye on things throughout this journey. But, I will stand with you on this and stand by her. Together, as one, may our support and love wrap around her and give her what she needs from us: comfort, strength, etc…

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[MichelleParticipant]

@izryn I apologize. I deleted my comment because I was basing my reply on Addison not Sabrina. Sorry no answers for you there. Money? An acting job? That’s my guess as to how Sabrina got involved.

• This reply was modified 8 years, 1 month ago by  Michelle.

[MichelleParticipant]

Interesting. He never asked me that directly. I don’t believe he did.

[MichelleParticipant]

What comment did he make to her? @lmsmedley

@blacklotustriad He definitely takes an interest in some more than others.

• This reply was modified 8 years, 1 month ago by  Michelle.

[MichelleParticipant]

To be honest, I’m not sure if he sensed it or not. I have been involved since late April so I filled out the questionnaire. They asked very personal questions on that questionnaire and I was 100% honest. But, a true dominant can also sense a true submissive. It could have been the chemistry between us.

[MichelleParticipant]

@jkomouse Let’s just say that Simon was either well aware or could sense my “dark side” & definitely made it clear he knew. My second meeting with him was very enlightening. I learned a bit about him as well. 😉

[MichelleParticipant]

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I remember the last time I went through. I was given her first name. Our plant Brit said it but she wasn’t sure if that was her name or not. She didn’t say with confidence and actually said it under her breath and quickly. She was telling us how everyone at the OOA is a whack job and nutters. Even said Darren and Clint (the creators) are too. She had said something like “I think they actually believe this shit now like they’ve created a cult.” But, when speaking about Addison, she said how she took method acting too far. She’s wouldn’t respond to anything but Addison, GK2, or Overseer. She said how she wasn’t sure if even knew her real name. Thought it was Sabrina or something similar. But, she thought she (Sabrina) actually believed she was the Overseer.

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